何年たっても今も私のナンバーワンフェッチはジャズーピアニストかな。まあースケーターボーイもあるけど、あたしスケート始めてからちょっと冷めて来た（自分そんな上手でもないのにｗ。）
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お酢飲料ってどんな味？気になる。でもホームメードにしたらめっちゃ激しく失敗する気がするｗ。
大嫌いな彼女は今も切れるほど魅力的で、私は相変わらず彼女の事を憧れています。
枯れないで美しく光ってる彼女が嫌いです。でもそんな彼女だから憧れるしか出来ないんです。
こんなに呼吸も止まってしまうほど格好いい彼女を目標にしていたら、いつかあたしも彼女の１０分の１ぐらいにもなれなくても普通以上の人間にはなれるんでしょう。
そして貴方はそんな彼女を憧れるあたしが好きっていう事でしょ？いっそディレックトに彼女に彫れば良かったのにさ。
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私のじゃない貴方なんと要らないので切れます。
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お前のミューズは二人も要るのかよ？それは両方に失礼で、どっちにも認められないと。
今日は普通の消化不良を過ぎて頭痛まで来るほど寿司をたくさん食べました。呼吸が良く出来ない苦しさと、食べれば食べるほど経済的に得だという嬉しさの突き当たり。そしてその矛盾のカタルシス。
貴方は食べ放題の美しさを知っていますか。
I get sick of things way too easily.
I cut my hair since I was so sick of my long hair and now I’m sick of my short hair.
I registered for a sewing class since I was sick of my accounting classes but now I’m already so sick of sewing in general…
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The world is changing but I’m not. It’s the most scary feeling.
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I’m going to get a longboard tomorrow although I’m broke. I know I’ll get sick of it pretty quick but I always need some kind of distraction for the day.
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Ever since you’re gone, I still haven’t figured out how to deal with this crazy loneliness. It’s never my body feels frustrated but my brain. It can’t take the loneliness.
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I’m so confusing. I never know what I want. That’s why I always end up with not what I want.
It’s probably because I go through unfortunate, nasty shit quite often, I’m very paranoid with little superstitions. Like I will always, always have to knock on wood if I think I will jinx shit. Even if I’m at the heart of downtown and can’t find a piece of wood, I will somehow find one and knock on it.
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I’m motherfucking cocky and insecure at the same time.
I love the fact that I look unique but I hate the fact that I’m ugly.
I love the fact that I am so fucked up. I sometimes hate the fact that I’m too fucked up.
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I think I’m an ugly piece of fucked up shit. The only thing makes me so special to other people is that I’m very childish like a 7 year old kid.
I have to do what I have to do and I’ll force the people around me to do what I feel like doing.
I will show my dislike and anger very straight up. I will pour them with my love if I feel like loving those people.
I always fill the people up with my own emotions and let them show their true emotions to me too.
I think people find the childhood in me which that they have lost a long time ago but kind of miss at the same time.
I think that’s why they like me and treat me like a very special person even though I’m the most selfish, difficult bitch in the world.
Breaking one’s emotional barrier and getting yours broken by them makes your relationship with that person very intimate.
It gives you the best times, but at the same time it gives you the most painful side effects once you become far apart with those people.
ah, souji tte tsukareru na.
vacuum shitara tsukare sugite kanarazu 1 jikan gurai no kyuukei ga hitsuyou w
ah..mou jyuubun ni yasundakara sorosoro sentaku shinai to.
mou toshida atashi mo.
shufu no work out wa house cleaning :D tte!
demo I’m not a housekeeper T^T
ah energy tarinakute huku tsukurene.
teka hayaku douyou ni natte thugfucker ikitaina. since I didn’t go to mike huckaby, I’d better squeeze every minute of this night.
Pencil Vs Camera
by Ben Heine
let’s do what I want to do this summer
1. making clothes
2. fixing old clothes
3. taking pictures
4. practicing guitar
5. practicing driving
1. tomorrow room cleaning
2. kitchen organizing
3. pattern cutting/preparing
4. walk
아 샹. 공부하기 좐니 싫어. johnny 싫어. 공부하기 싫어. 왜.웨.외. 오히려 어릴 때는 벼락치기라도 열심히 했는데 늙으니깐 벼락치기하는 근성도 없어지네.
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공부하라면 먹는 1인
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공부하라면 온라인 쇼핑하는 1인
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공부하라면 페이스북 하는 1인
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공부 안해도 되는 방학에는 클럽가서 쳐노느라 3주안에 7킬로가 빠지는 미친 1인
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아, 씨발 이렇게 나이 먹어서 계속 공부하다가 쓸데없이 쳐묵쳐묵해서 니미럴 couch potato 되겠어.
옷만 ㅈ나게 많은 뚱돼지. 아, 진짜 싫다. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 패션에 민감한 뚱보.
아, 제발요. ADD약 먹으면 이빨 갈고, 뇌수에 똥차는 느낌이라 싫은데…아, 이겨내자.
공부체질이 아니라
글씨 좀 읽으려면 either smoke 2 packs a day or eat something fattening non-stop.
나에게 있어서 공부란 참으로 자기파괴적인 행위야. 문제는 저렇게 해도 효율이 ㅈ같음.
